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Saturday, October 21, 2006

ytd meet joker at mall . den wait for him . tmd . so slow . den he say he hungry . den we go up to food court and den end up dunno he got eat anot . like nv leh . -.- den end up at food court outside sit and smoke . waiting for sam they all come up . hahas . den vic , sam and jiki came the same time . lols ! den continue sit there chit chat lor . standard de ma . after that ivon they all came den chris came too . awhile we jiu all go plaza le . den go up play pool awhile . den go joe corner sit . den they keep ji siao me . -.- coz all tot i like kammy . -.- zZzzz . den sam call kammy . den kammy awhile lata came down to find us . -.- kan jiong . lols ! actually nth de lor when i see her . is gib them say until see her i comfirm paiseh de lor . -.- den at there sit and talk about crabs and prawns . =x LOLS . si bei funny la kammy . got her foto inside my hp . sam also hab . lols ! the face so -.- LOLS! sat at joe corner quite long la . lols . den go up . watch baoling they all play pool with jiki and sam . lols ! all of us and kammy all lose to baoling lor . -.- den sam de surname change to chen coz she lost . lols ! at first starting lose to baoling de . coz all my ball packed in one corner . den i jiu hit them hard to spread them ma . cb . the stupid black ball go in . i ji tao sians 1/2 lols . bt after tat sam win baoling. and get back her surname . jiki also win back baoling ba . den kns . i win baoling 2 time lor . bt nt really tat guang rong de win la . lols ! coz first time she hit the black ball in . 2nd time hit the black ball in wrong pocket . -.- lols . den kammy sit there watch . hahas . den kays they all come back le . awhile jiu go home le they all . left me jiki sam and kammy wait for ah ber come back frm wedding dinner . lols ! she come back le . jiu wan drag sam jiki and me take foto . -.- lols ! den awhile lata went down to kopitiam sit there smoke tok drink . kana shoot by ah ber la . keep saying kammy thing . i also nv say i like kammy . -.- LOLS ! suan liaos la . used to it le . den after tat went to cresendo . watch them play touch screen awhile jiu go le . lols ! ah ber jiu ask me wether i bear to go home ma . i noe what she trying to hint la . i say bear to la . lols ! den i jiu laugh and say bb . LOLS! so boring sia . 12 + reach hm le . den jiu watch vcd all this and tat . =)) as for today ? dun feel like going out lor . =x hahas. =))

iloveyoustill;
3:36 PM

Saturday, October 14, 2006

today's mother birthday . i didn't know . till she say she going buy cake . i was like buy cake for wat ? whose birthday ? den she say what do u think ? i was like yours ar ? lols . den i at there laugh . i was hungry . mummy went down to buy me food la . hahas . tok to huiyee on the fone lor . she entertained me . loves to call her xiao char bor la . lols ! i loves cheesy food . mummy bought me chessy pop corn and chesse fries . =)) wee . was eating half way . den i told mummy . mummy ! happy birthday . and i take cheese fries wanna feed her . lols ! she keep siam la . den at there laugh lor . hahas . so sad la . my laobei forget my mummy birthday . wat the hell . mummy look kinda of sad . bt she still smile la . my laobei is stupid la . tok to him will die de . so i dun really tok to him when i was in secondary sch till now . now my hse . so many peeps . my brother's fren . watch soccer . so kaobei sia . my mummy keep saying my hair like chicken head . which i dun like . but its not la . -.- hahas . she lousy ass la my mummy . bt still i love her . =))

I love another man's wife .(my mum) =))

iloveyoustill;
9:45 PM

Friday, October 13, 2006

sians . just came home 1 hr ago. lols ! went out to meet joker at 1+ den pei him go home change . den walk to cp take bus to ave 3 cut my hair . hahas . now i look like a small boy . zZzz -.- . hahas . after tat meet ivon at her hse there the bus stop lor . den walk to blk 15 meet up her frens . play with the kitty cat . tmd . black colour de somemore . feel like throw it down the drain . =x hahas . after tat jiu went to meet sam with joker le . on the bus . saw vanessa . she also going green meet sam . so tgt le lor . hahs . den me and joker listen music while toking to vanessa . lols! reach green le . jiu sit at mac there slack awhile jiu go up le . saw my baobei mei mei . she at there kor kor kor kor . i jiu at there continue tok to sam abt dunno what . i forgot . lols ! =x den jiu walk over to tok to my baobei mei mei . hahas . asking her where is tat someone la . den she say nv come leh . den ask her call her . she say tat someone hp no money . sians 1/2 la . lols ! =x den i shout down to the first floor . i wan see cai ! alot of ppl look up . sians 1/2 la . all guys . zzzzzz . den jiu go in lan shop . see vanessa and joker play lor . do nth la . sam at there sms . i at there see joker play . hahas . lame la . den jiu go mac slack lor . after tat all go plaza . joker go home . vanessa go home . left me and sam go meet sharon ma and kaobei xian . lols ! =x den tmd ! world so small . kaobei xian de sister . is my big bro de ex classmate .lols ! den i keep wan take her bike and ride . she dun allow . wah lao sad . ! keep asking her hand over the keys . hahas . den jiu go cresendo pub . sing song . all this and that . blah blah blah . now i just kana scared by a girl la . wah lan eh . baby morning tok to me on msn . say her fren crook de . ask me wan noe ma ? i jiu say dun wan la . aiya see first la . den that girl come add me msn lor . wth ! and ask me ! wether i really dun wan noe her ar . wat the hell . den i was thinking u add me msn liao . bu jiu noe le lor . -.- den i jiu reply her . nw bu jiu noe le lor . den gib one fuck face -.- hahas =x den ask me i how tall and there tat . blah blah blah . den say wat i go for looks or wat all this and tat .den she say i go for looks de . den me and her only can be simple fren . omg can ! i was like replying her . i nv say i wanna go futher den frens la . den i at there lols ! woo hoo . so song la . wah lan eh. my jeline LAOPO say she damn buey ba ! i say she buey paiseh . cb . i think is she wan noe me lor . nt i wan noe her lor . wat the hell . jelineLAOPO agree with wat i say . gib that girl scared dao la . wah lan eh . sians 1/2 lols ! nw damn tired . go orh orh le . nite nites . =))

iloveyoustill;
11:59 PM

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

argh . cant get to slp at all . lols ! frm ytd till nw . sians . i think i slp for 1 hr nia . at abt 3+ i slp ? 4+ jelineLAOPO call me . and say she will come meet me at 5 . -.- i was like wah lao . i so tired . hahas . bo bian lor . bt den she fuck up de . wake me up le . tell me her mother ask her go home . hai me cant slp back lor . zZzZ . what the hell . she wants my live sia . zZzZ . ask andrea for some help today . =)) hehes . that girl is cute la . notice her that time when hg sec there the taiji . she talk damn cute lor . somemore i like tat type of si bei noisy de girl . can keep me entertaining . lols ! bt that time i dun dare take no. la . so diam diam lor . hahas . ytd den find out whats her name le . lols ! =)) den ask andrea for help la . sam sam noe her too lor . wah lao . wasted . when she talk she is like damn freaking cute . =)) she gonna sms me tml . she told andrea de . coz her hp no money . happy liao la . bt if she nv sms me . andrea going to die . lols ! i told andrea i gonna kill her if that c*****a nv sms me . lols ! andrea u better watch out . lols ! blood will be flying ard =x LOLS! maybe night sam and jiki will come out ba . dunno them leh . they say de . also dunno . =))

iloveyoustill;
6:56 PM

icantstopmissingyou!

hais . still thinking of her . sians 1/2

When I see your smile

Tears run down my face

I can't replace

And now that I'm strong I have figured out

How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul

And I know

I'll find deep inside me

I can be the one

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Use me as you will

Pull my strings just for a thrill

And I know I'll be okay

Though my skies are turning gray

iloveyoustill;
3:36 AM

sians . wake up at about 1+ . tot jelineLAOPO tat pig still slping . lols . wake up jiu sms her . ask her not to pig le la . lols . den suddenly she told me she at sk . jiu she at rvm le lor . stupid place lai eh . heard the place jiu sians . hahas . after tat ask her wan go meet joker with me anot ? hahas . den she say lata she call me . her lata damn long la . wah lan eh . i at joker hse rot . lols ! bt not bad la . listen music . jiu wun so sians la .lols ! bt his ah ma damn nagging . like to say alot of things to me . den i was like . sians 1/2 liaos . lols . after tat went to fetch jelineLAOPO from compassvale sec outside . den bring her go void deck sit . lols ! then i at there smoke . she watch . awhile lata joker come down . den entertain jelineLAOPO lor . make her laugh laugh laugh . lols! she machiam one siao char bor la . den her face u noe . i keep feel like pinching lor . wah lan eh . cant control my hands . go pinch her . lols ! bt she pinch me more . ZZzZz . lols . tmd de . i point my cheek . ask her kiss . she shoot my face with her fingers . -.- i sians 1/2 . lols ! den joker at there sms her stead la . bt actually wanna ka jiao de . to bad . he take my fone treaten me . hahas . -.- stupid de la . lols . actually jelineLAOPO 7.30 jiu ni go take bus le . bt hor . we delay her till 8 . den till 8.30 . lols . zZzZz . den 8.30 really her mother sms her i jiu say go home . hahas . den jiu pei her walk go take bus lor . den pei her go home . lols . sk go hg . hg come back sk . lols! den pei her walk till hse downstair lor . jelineLAOPO hugged me then jiu bye bye le . lols ! den go take bus home . i reach hm le . she still haben online . idiot lai de her . lols ! =)) sians la . tml think she coming meet me at sk . coz she going rvm take things ma . my hse beside nia . so she gonna come my hse here meet me . hahas . den go hg green i guess . i'm abit lazy la . lols . actually dun wan de . den she keep ask me go . den nvm lor . since u coming my hse here meet me . i dun mind de . lols . =x

iloveyoustill;
1:18 AM

Monday, October 09, 2006

our conversation*=))

for clear view http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v452/ocean37/jelineandmetok-1.jpg

wahahas . i didn't go find jelineLAOPO! she sms me tat time i was slping in heaven . hahas . =x den bo bian . wake up le then explain to her . she forgive me lor . hahas . maybe see lata night jiki wan pei me walk go find her anot lor . -.- so tired . zZzZz . yawns . zZzZz

iloveyoustill;
11:13 PM

jelineLAOPO

JelineLAOPO <3

caiyan shortform

CaiyanShortForm <3

dripped wax on hand

DrippedWaxOnHand`MyPsychoGame`

forgotten name

SomeoneILoveNoMore =)

so bored . didn't go out the whole day coz of my voice of coz . it totally sux . ppl laugh when i speak . -.- coz 1 sentence zhao sia alot of words .lols ! been drinking tonic water . went in bro's room tok to him . boring lor . play maple the whole fuck day . lvled 1lvl . sians 1/2 . tok my bro's lvl 93 priest to kill mushmom . i manage to kill one . lucky no one come interfere sia . lols . but then when i went to kill zombie mushmom . i waited so damn fuck long lor . den suddenly when it appear . one fucking girl appear . and kio sai me . sians 1/2 la . lan eh . wan kp her le . bt she went away . sian 1/2 lor . damn pek chek . cant get to slp . missing her alot . my ! hais . zzzzz . tml gonna find jelineLAOPO le . miss her damn lots . hahas . =)) she wanna feed me poison la . wah lan eh . she say she do finish her things will sms me . end up nv la . today call ah long kor . bo bian . he kp me le . when i call him .

kor : you prepare hao le ma ?

me : huh ? what thing ?

kor : i gonna attack you liaos .

me : huh ????!!!!

kor : gone missing how long !!!

me : 2-3 days only lor !!!

kor : more den dat lor .!!!!

me : wah lan eh really lor ..i call amy come help me ! lols!

in the end amy call . she kns . nv help me . she scare she herself also kana attack . what the hell . den u throw me there shoot kor alone . fuck sia .lols ! -.- zZzZz . tml shall ask joker pei me go green . sians . there alot of young peep(yp) step power . lols ! bt nvm la . all i noe de . some of them frm kuan san tang de . last time i also there . boring place . somehow i miss the lion head . bt damn heavy . ZzZzz . hand ache for 1 whole day lor that day . zZzZzz . go green for wat u ask ? lols . of coz is find my jeline lor =x LOLS!! i miss you darling girl =))

iloveyoustill;
5:28 AM

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Now Playing - My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay x))

Slept from ytd 4+pm till today 6+am . LOLS . i'm tired ma . cannot blame . hahas . bobian force to go out with valarie . she is complaining me . that i am locking myself at home . lols ! i cant see humans ma . hahas i will die instantly . lols . =x actually wun wan go to airport de lor . shld hab go home in the early morning . den she kp say . cannot pei me for a day de lor . this pts can some sort of divorce le . i was like wah lao . ok la ok la . lols ! -.- nw still feeling tired lor . darling is going to malaysia lata on with her mummy . will be back at night . =)) miss her damn lots . hehes . now gastric si bei pain . darling complaining i dunno hw to take care of myself . damn ! coz i'm sick again . what the hell . now when i tok . is like so soft . and 1 sentence some words go missing . lols ! no voice come out . -.- yawns . i'm tired . see lata how . maybe going out or continue my slp . =))

iloveyoustill;
9:14 AM

Saturday, October 07, 2006

just reach home . met up with jiki and valarie ytd night 11+pm at valarie's house . end up . me and jiki and valarie are stuck inside her house for some reasons . -.- sians half . lols . but awhile we jiu sneak out le . lols . valarie only la . me and jiki guang ming zhen da de ! but still have to be damn quiet . lols ! went to the nearby playground near val's house play candle . her little brother and sis came along . her brother damn good lor . wah lan eh . how i wish her brother can be mine bro -.- can help pa ga wan lor . help val's sneak out de lor . lols . si bei good lor . what the hell . den went to play candle . was watching them play . but suddenly sians . then they say until *** . me and sam and jess jiu share 1 lor . wah lan eh . sians 1/2 lor . lols . but not bad la . abit blur . lols . den when i kind of awake . i turn ard saw valarie's bro smoking ! my god . i was like . who gib u cig de . -.- den he at there nod his head nia . den go ask how old he is lor . SEC 1 !! my ! -.- lols . i sec 2 den smoke de lor . -.- bth . play smoke awhile . all go valarie house slack . i'm the only one awake i guess . all slp . i watch ghost show . den at there sians until wan die . 4 +am i go call val wake up all this . and she go bath . and den jiu leave her hse after she bath finish . den was walking down the stairs half way . so zhun lor . at her mother room outside nia lor the stair . den i walk down . suddenly her mother room door open . i shock dao . i stand there . i dun dare look behind . coz i am the one closest to her mother . i was like bo bian i turn very fast and call auntie den i faster turn back look at the door . hell . scare die me . den val kana scold . coz she got probation . cannot blame her . after tat go jiki hse downstair wait for jiki change all this . set off to changi air port . i at there bored until wanna die liaos lor . wah lan eh . den i was watching val and jess slp . i cant slp . hell ! damn ! i'm dying . now my voice si bei man lor . troat having problem again . hais . at airport tot will hab alot of chio bu to bio . kns . none! sians 1/2 . den after tat slack till 3pm . den take bus home . nw here i am . going to die of tiredness soon . -.- suddenly i miss you so much . x))

iloveyoustill;
4:12 PM